/you cant lose what you never had;

Friday, February 09, 2007

wth. I SAID I DONT WANT BETA.
stupid blogger forced us to change.
anw, the big Os.

ms ang appeared quite flustered in the morning,
& then she was like a happy girl in the afternoon.
i supposed 3H did well?
she told us to go to the hall
look at those ppl crying and they'll spur you to work harder
"two years down the road you will be them"
"if you nvr do your work you will be the ones crying"
"if you have been revising then you are the one beaming"
so i guess, its all about hardwork and luck.
top scorer was zhang jing yi from 4F, i only know 7 pts! -.-
its considered an accomplishment for cchy, dudes :)

& yea, had been receiving talks from tchers
o levels 08 is going to be brought forward!
if you're seriously sick of yourself,
please dont -.- its not like its the end of the world!
who knows, maybe three years down the road
you graduate, you get a cool job
& yea! you get some high pay :-)
results certainly matters,
bud your future is still in your hands, ahaha.

当你发现你没有鞋子时，请记得还有人没有脚.
(quoted from mr oh :) hes been training us on wks)
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had class deco todayyy! went out to buy bubbletea.
& lunched with sher, shijun, yvonne and wenlin.
ms ang kind of provided some comments for us.
& had some fun time deco-ing in class :)

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this week has been another busy week!
ss satisfies me! ahah. maths still gotta work harder ^^

tuesday
went to the NEWater plant & asian civilisation museum
learning journey about the precious waters of singapore
and yes, it is boring :)

wednesday
mr oh din came to school = no hcl lessons, bud test =/
had class deco later on, ms ang wants top three!
if you stay back and do nth, you might as well dont stay back, sreiously.

thursday
went to the indoor stadium on thurs to support cchy's vb team
sadly they lost =/
first match was 18 - 22, and the second was 21 - 22
quite a pity huh? bud anw, they've did their best :)
many chungchengnians were thr to render support ^^
unfortunately thr were troublemakers too =/

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to those who got good results: good for you!
to those who got good bud not satisfying results: please cheer up!
to those who got bad results(unhappy): please look on the bright side of life!
to those who got bad(happy): your future is in your hands!
to those who got just what they want: stay happy! :)

p/s. this post is for sl, cheryl, joey & sinta! hahaha.

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11:39 PM

Tuesday, June 13, 2006

so long nvr update >.>.
alright, just a very short update
thanks to all who tagged xD.
esp cheryl, joy, jolin, joey, and the rest (:

holidays.
kind of boring, zzz
its all about geography and mapling
oh yea, went out with liqiu and company to cwp
pizzahut, we made quite a din there =x
kind of feeling that im going to breeze through my holidays
anw, shall be updating soon (:

lost my motivation

joyce.

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9:33 AM

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

im dead beat preparing for my 2nd dan in june.
wtf. why does it have to be in june?
im certainly not skilled in my sparring yet, neither my kicking.
and i think there are a few others going as well, duh.
i think i shall fail and retake in september, hohohos :X.
two trainings a week is getting my leg sore and tired f5.

these few days had been boring.
cus basically, i've been playing uno at sch :X.
and nothing else much, yeahs.
today we got caught for playing uno.
wtf. play uno also will get caught?
that stupid mrsfoo f5. desmond quarrelled with her =.=".
then we had recess, which was practically boring without sunshine :X.
and then there was maths, we went to the library to borrow some books.
darn dead boring. we had to draw graphs too.
then was chinese. my hsk got grade 8 (:
maybe the paper was too easy, lol.
bud kind of unfair, meixi got grade 8 bud some sections not qualified, became grade 7 f5.
highest in class was like 374(like omgwtfahh o.o).
and i got 354 =.=".

events:
going to sp for spelling bee this fri.
31/5 nid to go cchms(like wtf?)
next fri got FUNFAIR at swami house.

still got two more days to the holidays (:
hopehopehope sch days faster end xD
i cnt wait to go out with:
serena liqiu&co wenjie&co shermaine*&co :D
yayyay hahas.

and i cnt wait to get my results :X.
my history got 63, prolly fair?
cus most pepo got 50 plus :X.
the others im not very sure yet, hope its not that bad >.<.
anw, its cool that i dont have to attend the meet-the-parents session (:

i've updated (:

i nid to go out -
jo<3

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6:02 PM

Sunday, May 14, 2006

oh im back (:
first day, i spent bbqing.
with my cousins. bleh. pri sch kids should be banned from playing maple :X
second day, i spent lvling.
lvled twice(low lvl of course), bud it was good enough.
third day, i watched tv xD.
hey the show at chnl 8&5 rocks (:

holidays are coming.
grins.

it signifies a long rest and a time for me to clear all my load.
songs to burn, programs to install, and to be lvl 35 t.t
most importantly, sleep :D, be a pig,
and cure my state of numbness :X

not to miss.
going out with friends (:
wenjie wants to go sakae -.-
sher wants marche :/
qiu wants mos o.o
i shall stay at home and orhorh :D

btw. i saw a nice site through maple.
http://forgottenlove.com/
its not that bad la :X

anw. i didnt prepare for my art exam =.=
home econs i shall just fish through it %)
god bless me xD

cheerios to everyone to :D

jo<3

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9:49 PM

Tuesday, May 09, 2006

miser.misery.miserable.
apparently, i've studied and memorized the correct chapter for history :D.
it was on communism.
todays maths paper was an easy one.
easier than last year's end of year exams.
what the hell.
to think i did harder algebra sums.
and all they give is those easy equations.
HOWEVER.
the above papers are EASY TO DO, HARD TO SCORE T.T.
cus i CAN do only.
doesnt mean i will score well T.T.
i guess i'll just try my best, yeahs.
revising for science actually.
what can we revise for english anw?

went to causeway with zhihui this afternoon.
bought her sushi and went walking around.
meixi taught me a few idioms to use for tmr's test xD.
laugh your misery out
she told me to do that.

how can i do that
when my bloody media player isnt working?
the meter bar is moving bud no sound is coming out.
bloody.

the internet is practically screwed.
i cnt host music.
i cnt install adobe photoshop.
wth.
I NID THAT THE MOST.
how can it not be around it when i nided it most =x.
bloody third time.
bloody fourth time.

[edit]i just realised i mute the media player[/edit]

im thinking of a new url.
I WANT ADOBE PHOTOSHOP.
i want to make a new skin.
there will be lots of things for me to do.
during the june holidays.

i shall make lots of skins.
lvl up lots of times in maple.
i shall change my url.
i shall study in advance.
i shall eat a lot =x.
i shall go walkwalk.
i shall bring all my friends out.
i shall make more friends.
i shall listen to more music!

and i just suddenly rmbed that i've been so ancient -.-.
bloody x 6 =x.
i shall post till here =/.

looking back, at the fading memories -

jo<3

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5:50 PM

Sunday, May 07, 2006

and im just down
you left me with a note without a sound
i figured i must have been such a child
you'll nvr know how much i've been around
how my heart just frowns
when you're down
i'll be your teddy bear i'll be your clown
i'll bring you round and round and
if you dont mind i can be your standing ground
even if that means i'd drown

i must have been such a child.

all of a sudden
you feel your whole world blacking out
its like nobody can save you
nobody can pull you out
you feel like everyone is giving up on you
and you feel like giving up too
you feel that life is meaningless
you tried to find a way to end it bud to no avail
you shouted for help
bud nobody replies
you feel that this world is just so cruel
they dont even care abt you
nobody cares abt you
what can you do

something i can do.

you know how much you've hurt her -

jo<3

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4:43 AM

Friday, May 05, 2006

have you ever noticed a little dargonfly on your shoulder or somewhere near?

once, there was a girl and a boy.
one day, the girl fell ill.
the hospital crew tried many ways to cure her, bud to no avail.

and then, one night, the guy had a dream.
he dreamt of an old man.

the old man asked if he loved the girl a lot.
and he said yes.

the old man asked if he wanted her to be cured.
and he said yes.

and the old man said, for that, he must pay a price.
the guy must turn into a dragonfly for three years.
and the guy agreed.

the next day's morning, the guy found himself in the form of a dragonfly.
he flew off to the hospital to find the girl, and he stayed on her shoulders.

the girl woke up, only to find the guy missing.
the only person beside her was the doctor.

the guy stayed on her shoulders for a very long time, bud she didnt notice him.

as days past, it was soon winter.
the guy had to fly off to somewhere warmer.

it was soon a year when he returned, upon the shoulders of the girl.
bud this time, he saw someone beside her.
it was the doctor.
they were holding hands.

he was confused, bud he couldnt say anything.

and the next winter, he flew off.

by the time it was two years, he saw the doctor beside the girl, again.
they were hugging.

they sat down on the bench.
and the doctor asked the girl for his hand.
the girl agreed.

months later, the guy saw the doctor and the girl walk into the church.
once again, he landed on her shoulders.

he heard the priest ask the both of them, for pledge of marriage.
"yes i do."

he witnessed the doctor, put the ring on the girl's hand, and flew off.
off to the top of the church, and he transformed back into human.

he saw the old man again, and was asked.
"do you regret?"

"no i dont"

"why? dont you wished that the person beside her now was you, not the doctor?"

"yes of course"

"why dont you go find her now? you may be able to turn back some things."

"she has found her source of happiness. i dont want to go back to her, and trouble her.
force her to make a decision between me and the doctor. she will be in a dilemma. i dont want to hurt her, that way."

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8:35 PM

ohwells.
exams are coming so fast.
i hope that everything is going well.
bud recently, a lot of things happened.

daryl, you know how much you've hurt shermaine?

jo<3

9 ; :
8:27 PM

Monday, May 01, 2006

so long since ive last updated.
think i nid a new long update yeah?

im currently unable to get myself into the exam mood.
partly cus, im losing interest.
paper one was manageable.
i wrote abt "what would you think of singapore 20 years later?" and "stress in life"{chinese}.
the topic rrly suits shuting.
and maybe a bit for me, as well?
hahas.

sch was well for nowadays.
maybe. it shall be the best.
before we lvl? haha.
fri went to celebrate serena's bday at swensens.
had an earthquake. bud wasnt full enough.
so went to burger king and had lots of onion rings!
haha.
and then went home xD.

sat went out with jas.
quite had fun with her friends.
they chionging dota =.=.

and i finally lvled.
saw someone using vacuum hack in maple o.o.
siao. the mushrooms and stumps are practically flying all over.

i think i shall end here. im tired. seriously.

im scared that i will love you more than myself -

jo<3

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2:19 AM

Tuesday, April 18, 2006

hais :/.
recently, a lot of bad things happened.
they come together, bud they break in the end.
shermaine, dont be sad ohkays?

andand. the pizza i made was a disaster =X.
i hate.
andand. i realised i took someone's mozeralla cheese.
the mozeralla cheese horror.
i shant elaborate on it anymore.
andand. hais. nth le ba. everybody online msn!
and maple. haha.
thanks all for training with me ;P.
esp liqiu, always teach me a lot xD. sanzo teach me how to go the tree that grew. meixi always party with me. jenniferyuri always lvl up with me. got one girl very nice who fame me for free. daryl&wenbin who killed pigs. desmond who gave me mokbi stars. daniel who always jump around. + SUNSHINE. quanqi who very long time nvr online sin le.

anw.
wondered.
does love rrly make a person go round?
why when you like someone who has a veryvery bad character.
you'll stand firm.
though i rrly don understand, haha.
andand.
SHUTING, I LOVE YOU!
she's always been the one who chats with me, whees :].

jo<3

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8:02 PM